I have learned something about myself these last few days. I'm not as much of a "go with the flow" as I assumed I was or as I used to be.
Most of my days I wake up and wonder what will come my way that day because my days are filled with the schedules of everyone in my life and seldom under my control.
However, I did have some sort of schedule going that I had begun to get used to.

But now it's gotten mixed and confused. Not by my choice or my control of course. Not by any ones choice or control.

My son was laid off from his job. Not only that but he is without a vehicle at this moment. Not a good combination.
So he and my daughter-in-law have to work it out day by day who will need their van that day. It all depends on if she needs to drive somewhere while on her lunch break, if he has places lined up to apply for work, or what might be going on with the kids.

So all of this makes my days confused and out of control and I"m a little grumpy. I don't know day by day if I will have the boys or not. If I do have them I don't know if it will be all day, partial day, or if I will need to pick them up or drop them off!
It's not their fault. It's nobodies fault. It was not planned and not wanted. But it is what it is so we all need to go with the flow.

So I'm praying for miracles. Praying for guidance, strength ,patience and blessings for all of us. Not just me but for all of us, especially my son.